My
identity: Who am I? When I reread my blogs, I realized that currently at this
stage in my life I am getting my identity though my family, my parents, my
siblings, my in-laws, my husband and my daughter. When I was in my mid to late 20’s, I was
getting it from co-workers and my job. In my early 20’s, I was getting it though
University. In my teens, it was through music, art and friends. As a child, my
parents were my biggest influences. Now, I am wondering who or what will be shaping
my identity when I am 50 or even 75.
When fist reading
Bracher’s book, Radical Pedagogy: Identity, Generality, and Social Transformation,
his statement regarding identity as “the most basic human need and thus the
ultimate motive underlying all human behavior” (Bracher, 2006, p.3) was a
little strange. I never thought of someone’s identity in that way. When Bracher
related it to teaching, I thought the statement only applied to students that
we would be teaching. As I read more of his book, I began to realize that the
first identity that I really needed to be concerned about was my own.
Your identity is a
reflection of your journey through life. It comes from your experiences, your
likes and your social relationships. Various
influences affect our identities as we mature as a person. These influences
begin at birth and carries through until death. Some identities change over
time with gradual influence, whiles others it may happen quickly originating
from a life defining moment, like an illness or death of a loved one. Each of
the three authors that we studied, Tomesselo, Wenger and Bracher, all has
theories of identity and its impact on learning. I believe that all of their
theories do apply but it depends on the stage of personal development that a
person is at that time.
Tomasselo's book, “The Cultural Origins of Human Cognition”,
he talks about the ratchet effect and cultural transmission (Tomasello, 1999 Page 4) as behaviors in which
humans learn and build on their knowledge. This is very true in our early
stages of life. As children as we look
to our parents and caregivers to teach us many of the things we need to know in
order to survive. They play a large part in influencing our first identities.
Wenger’s book, “Communities of Practice: Learning, Meaning,
and Identity”, he introduces us to a new type social/cultural group,
Communities of Practice, where we share knowledge based on common interests. As
we become older, we begin to get involved in communities of practice based on
what subjects interest us. While in elementary and junior high our biggest
influencers are friends and peer social groups. While in High School much of
our communities of practices become about our interests such as music, social
media and friends. Wenger talks about how we gain much of our identity from the
individuals that we share a common interest with in these communities of
practice. Here we are learning about our identities with in each of these
community groups and our identity is changing as we learn.
Bracher wants us to
go one step further with understanding our identities then either Tomasselo's or Wenger. Bracher wants us to do some
self-exploration. He wants us to understand not only where students are coming
from but also as teachers, where we have been. He proposes many self-exploration
questions to us in chapter ten so that we can get to know the person that we
really are. By knowing who we are then we are better prepared for all the
different types of students we will have, the different types of learning
situations we will confront and the many outside constraints that we often face
in teaching.
By knowing who
you are and following your instincts, you can preserve your own identity, your
own beliefs and your own interests. When I first had my daughter, the amount of
advice I was getting from books, friends and family was extremely overwhelming.
I was not prepared for how this advice began to make me feel. The advice that I
was getting from closest friends and family began to feel like attacks.
Everyone had an opinion and everyone had to share it. I stopped answering the
phone because I did not want to hear what I was doing wrong. I was on the phone
with my father one day talking about how I was feeling. He gave me the best
advice he said, “When it comes to children, check your ego at the door.” What
he went on to explain was that everything that everyone was saying was just
that, advice. It was my own ego and insecurities regarding my identity as a mom
that was making me feel like I was being attacked. He reminded me that I was a
great new mom and I did not have to follow anyone’s advice. I should listen to
the advice and then trust my own instincts to do what was best for my daughter
and me.
Tomasselo, Wenger, and Bracher have one common
theme running through all of their books, that is the importance of social
interactions with in the context of teaching and learning. Relationships are
the key factor to understand both positive and negative teaching/learning
experiences. My conclusion for this blog is that we all need reminding to trust
in what we know about ourselves and follow our instincts. When things change
and we face learning obstacles, it is our identity and how well we know
ourselves that well get us through it.
References:
Bracher, Mark. (2006). Radical Pedagogy. New York: Palgrave
MacMillan
Wenger, E. (2008). Communities of practice: Learning, meaning,
and identity. Cambridge University Press: New York, New York
Tomasello, M. (1999). The Cultural Origins of Human
Cognition. Cambridge, Mass: Harvard University Press.